Developed Ego

I’m too ego to admit

That I missed you

That I need you

I don’t want to say Hi

I don’t want to be the first to say anything

As I don’t want to look like a freak to you

I hold my self

To say that I think of you

I smile whenever I read you

I smile whenever you talk to me

I smile whenever you smile

Confusions are scary

It scares me till it developed ego in me

I’m happy when you are honest

About everything

That I never expected to hear

I’m happy and it is mixed with fears too

Fears of getting hurt

And that fears developed ego in me